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·kelly, elaine, doug, walter, jesska, amanda, kyle, holly and felicia
·felicia left:(
·starbucks!
·brandon wasn't working, that was the first.
·saw karina!
·AVRIL SING ALONGS ON THE WAY HOME!
·kyle taught me how to two step. bahaha, i'm serious i didn't/still kind of dont know how. haha.
·went over to malories and saw her baby sister, drew on jesska and jesska drew on kyle. I gave jesska a chest, neck and lower back piece. ahaha.
·amanda and kelly started to tickle me. bahhhhhh its crazy, so ticklish. hahahaha.
·amandas new mustang vs walters acura. um, i told amanda to slow down when we couldnt see them. hahahaha.
·shrek 2!!
·haha cuddle fest? lol. JESSKAA
·i got attacked by my mom and amanda again. dangggg it. tickle tickle tickle.
Tomorrow i'm going to go to my french saturday school from 9 to like 11 and that'll make up like..a day of ditching or something. since my french teacher likes to sleep in and leave early. haha. then i think me and jesska are going to go to puente hills mall so i can buy alyssas' birthday present(ITS ON WEDNESDAY!!). Then jesska, probably kyle and I are going to see the ring 2! yesss. anyone else want to join? it wont be till like 9/9:30 cause kyle gets off work at 8:30. woo, tomorrow looks like fun!
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ugh, i have to go to saturday school tomorrow. lame. its not even five and my mom is drinking. i tried hiding the alcohol last night, but she made me give it back to her. i took her alcohol again today, who knows how long its going to be until she wants it back. lame. and alyssa doesnt want to come tonight because jesska will probably be here. dumb. grow up, it's not like she's going to cause problems. if anything alyssas the one that makes dumb comments here and there. but whatever. i just wanted to hang out with her before she leaves for glendora, but if she doesnt want to make an effort, i won't. i'll stop now. and i hate the rain. EFF THE RAIN. boo. alot of things were lame today. boo, i hope tonights better.
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[17 Mar 2005|09:11pm] |
baja fresh is nasty. the oc is lame.
ps
I missed it dies today tonight. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( BOOO ON ME.
I might go to bleeding through with my brother in may. i dont know if i want to be surrounded by a bunch of dumb kids though. FIGHTTTTTTTT EMMMMMMMMMMM. ahahahahahahahahahahaha. i love still remains<3<3<3<3<3 and jesska<3<3<3<3. and i want a boyfriend. kay thanks<3
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I'm not sad anymore. I dunno, I guess it was just last night. I was writting someone a letter and was getting all mushy and blah. Memories, ya know?
well peachcake is an amazing band. theyre on purevolume, listen to them. they're happy and bouncey. haha. tonight the "oc party" is at my house. i tried watching it last week. got thirty minutes in and then got kicked out of jesskas house. heh. woopsie. TOMORROW'S FRIDAY. YES. haha..Then i have some meeting after school. Blah, after the meeting we're making the last appointment for me to go onto independant studies. hopefully it wont get put off again. booo. movie night tomorrow! I want to go see the ring 2 on saturday. anyone want to go with me? Jesska might if she's done with her homework. boris smile is soo good too.
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I hate being sad. I dont even drink enough water to get this many tears.
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[16 Mar 2005|07:01am] |
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I'm a dork. hahahaha. ask anyone. and I'm tired.
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friday;Alyssa came over after shopping with her dad. waited for walter, amanda, chelsea, and holly. WENT TO BOBA, YAY! Let me say, I was so hyper. I was playing with the little asain kid. haha. and spitting boba at whatever. and chased after some kid i said i was in love with but never met. then walter needed gas so we went back to whittier and while walter was paying i kept honking the horn. Saw marissa:). walter was tired so he dropped us off back in la habra. amanda had to take home chelsea and holly. so amanda, alyssa and I saw robots. It was pretty good. be cool is better, which i saw on wednesday. then we went home.
saturday;%$^&^%$#@ didn't get to sleep in. bah. got up, took a shower, and left for huntington at 11 for daphne loves derby. dude, we were so early. we met this boy:
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His name is abe. He's pretty cool. I met alot of people. the guys from alexandher, dead letter diaries and boris smile. the singer is my bestfriend. gotta love wesley!
kenny put jason in the empty suitcase. bahahaha. so tiny.
I would have more live photos but my camera sucks. someone buy me a new one?
kenny, stu, jason and alyssa. gotta love em. they come back in june and we get to hang out again.
they put on a nice show. I was kinda bored the whole day.
screw cuts@!@#$%
sunday;sunday i was suppose...to go to my relatives house in i dunno where. haha. one of my second cousins twice removed bahah is having a baby so they were having a baby shower. but i wanted to sleep in and didnt want to get crapped from them about my piercings. so I stayed home. and I was still pretty bummed out about the whole manny thing. about that. I take it back. I dont hate him, and i dont think hes a piece of shit. i actually love him being in my life. and if hes not anymore, well i dunno. the only thing i can do is apologize and i did. now i just have to sit back and see what happens right?
long entry. oh dear lord.
oh yeah, movie night, again, friday. everyone come!
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Describe our friendship in one word
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[11 Mar 2005|04:03pm] |
When i'm 18, i'm out of here. it's not some dream either. I'm really outta here.
and when the new coldstones opens at the whittwood mall, i'm so working there. because I wanna sing when we get tips. ahaha. maybe that was only at the one by the dollar theatre? who knows. i'll make my co workers sing too. and dance. and get naked. AHAHAH. no I kid.
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my lips are bugging the hell out of me. grr. im so excited for this weekend. Friday my sister and niece come down!! Saturday I'm going to huntington beach and hanging out with daphne loves derby and attending their show. Then drive them to the airport. saweet. I can't go to lynwood for alecks show because my momma said no. she's getting drunk tonight. BOO. I wanted to go to church but no ride home because she'd be drunk. grr. I have to clean my room soon...blah. So much more homework to finish. So i'm off. Everyone should go to huntington beach saturday and see daphne loves derby. I like taking silly pictures too by the way♥
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HAHAHA
I GOT BOREDDD
lol.
oh geez.
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Three saturdays of saturday school
for four hours each time.
haha
bah, i'm not going.
It's my mission to get kicked outta la serna by the end of march.
LOVEDRUG IS EFFING AMAZING. HOLY COW.
ps, i think i wanna make a myspace again. But only so I could yell at people.
grr.
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today/tonight in a nutshell:
·hung out with walter
·starbucks and brandon
·went to the mall and bought revolution on a canvas♥
·my mom let amanda drive her car
·boba
·crying in bobas' bathroom is so cool. I would know.
·ihop made me sick. bahhhh.
night.
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ME AND ALYSSA
NEED A RIDE
TO SAN DIEGO
MARCH 11TH
FOR
DAPHNE LOVES DERBY
THEY'RE FINALLY PLAYING IN CALIFORNIA
SOMEONE TAKE US.
PLEASE!
I'LL LOVE YOU FOR ABSOLUTELY EVER.
♥
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[02 Mar 2005|09:32pm] |
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Today was grand. I love my friends so much.
Friday is an all night movie fest. haha. IM me if you'd like to come.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
Yep, I am 16 today. two years till i can get outta this hell hole. I'm not as excited/happy as I would want to be. I'm getting out at 10:15 from school and going to Jesskas' to hang out. do something. who knows. We'll have fun.
Friday Presley♥ is coming over! YAY! I haven't seen him since July. Erica might come over and We're gonna hang out with Felicia. woo. Thats what I'm excited about.
I don't like Manny anymore. Friends is the only word in his vocabulary between us. I can tell. I'm fine with that. Also fine with holding hands with my bestfriend while I'm sleeping is okay too. yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I've probably said it though about four times. meh oh well. Lifes full of ups and downs right? Down at the moment. boo hoo, sob story right. screw you. I don't whine enough if you ask me. Well all I know is i'm not stating my feelings for anyone ever again. Liking someone is over rated anyways. Not like anyone cares.
Oh and my homelife might change with in a few months, weeks or even days. My family might be seperated because my sister is a dramafreak and my mother is an alcoholic and my brother is also a dramafreak and addicted to hanging out alot of the wrong people. YAP, THE MOTHER IS AN ALCOHOLIC. MAJOR. SHE REEKS OF IT ALL THE DAMN TIME. I DESPISE IT. I HATE BEING AT HOME. WHEN SHE'S DRUNK, ALL SHE DOES IS FIGHT AND ARGUE. HAH. god, I'm glad i'll never turn out like her. She's wasted so much of her life away on drugs, alcohol and bad memories. she has a sort of apathy for everything. it disgusts me. The police are extremely slow on things. Three weeks later they show up at my house and ask for me. GREEEEAAATT.
why am I talking about this? I have no clue. oh yeah, because i fucking hate things and want to get that across.
well like I said, I want to be happy.
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Alyssa got suspended from school today for three days. ahah I love her. Mrs chung is dumb. Tomorrow is my birthday and I want to leave at like 10 and go hang out with people. Mainly Alyssa. But I don't have a ride. Booo, someone pick me up and hangout with me. ♥
Things don't feel right.
I want to be happy.
I want to go into hiding.
I want alot of things that I probably don't deserve.
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[28 Feb 2005|09:32pm] |
New layout. Kinda boring, but I like it, alot.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ohhtight
SHOW ME SOME LOVIN'
ahaha
my thumb is magical
another edit
EVERYONE LISTEN TO NUMBER ONE FAN. NOW NOW NOW.
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[28 Feb 2005|03:55pm] |
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My art teacher in first period today was listening to bright eyes. Made my morning shit. UGH.
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[27 Feb 2005|11:39pm] |
( im bored )
hahaha omg...so long.
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[27 Feb 2005|12:02pm] |
Lauren, Hannah, Chris, Alyssa, Heather, Tiffany, Amanda and Jesska threw an early surprise birthday dinner for me last night. They tricked me and said we were going to hang out at boba but we went in the complete opposite direction. haha, "This isn't the way to boba..." "oh uh there's one in the puente hills mall!!" hahaha. I love those guys, so much. Especially Lauren, alyssa, amanda and heather. I can always count on them.
( PICTURESSSSS )
They took me to black angus. We caused so much noise. It was pretty funny. Like I said, I love those guys soooooooooo much.
so yeah, I give up on alot of things too by the wayyy. mainly just one thing actually. 23 days till alyssas' birthday!
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I hung out with Kelly, Kyle and Amanda tonight. It was funn. Got some boba, heard kyles band which is pretty good(www.purevolume.com/2fifteenca), Watched stephen lynch and hung around in my room. WHICH IS KINDA MESSY NOW! BOOO.
Tomorrow HOPEFULLY, I'll hang out with Alyssa!<333333 and Heather!<33333
Kyle also invited me to emery friday, but I don't think im going to go. GLASSHOUSE MAKES ME SICKKKKK TO THE MAX. Night <333
ps; MY BIRTHDAY IS WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[25 Feb 2005|03:16pm] |
Peter: Excuse me, is your refrigerator running?
Because if it is, it probably runs like you - very homosexually.
ahaha
I woke up and told my mom I'd go in late to school. I didn't go in late to school. So she's pissed. Haha..I CLEANED MY EFFING ROOM! DUDE, that means people need to come over and watch movies and stuff. haha. Or someone come pick me up. I'm effing bored.
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Automated Ventricle Suicide
Static is ill logic
& Children are retrospectively fucked
"Ism" is the end of every bullet
With a kiss we are all blown away
Everyday the sun sinks and rises for the last time
Graves are marked by propaganda for reason's why?
A raised fist for a fight
World conquest or fly by night
The biggest battles are mental & fought in the mind
Our hearts pull our strings
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Our hearts pull our triggers
& Love makes us miserable
These feelings are so inconsolable
Why does this agony come so easy?
Why is affection the last ingredient of every lie?
When you are my desire I feel so lost
Is this the conclusion I've been depriving my body sleep for?
www.elibrumbaugh.com
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My middle name is Idiot...well not really, but I feel like an idiot. blah blah blah. I miss hanging out with Jesska. I miss Heather. I miss summer. I'm going to miss Alyssa. The nauseated feeling I have in my stomach won't go away. Its been there since monday night. I don't even know why I'm updating. This isn't important. I've been so tired, then so hyper, then so tired again. random random random. I'm not doing anything for my birthday. I don't really want to. I just want to go to some art museum called mocha. Last year my birthday was so fun. I hung out with Julie and nicole. and this year neither of them are in my life anymore. I'm so upset over that. Most of the people from last year aren't. maybe I just screw everything up. bah. I don't even hang out with Amanda much. We have our hellos and how are yous. then its the see you laters. I mean I love hanging out with The people I have been lately. Mainly lauren, alyssa and manny since I don't go out much during the week. I want to hang out with olivia too. we're always saying we'll hang out, then don't. same with a mess of others. I guess I don't follow through with alot of things. I lied. This is important. I don't write what I'm feeling 90% of the time because I think people will use it against me. I don't trust alot of people. I don't even like talking to alot. First impressions mean alot to me, and so I guess if I don't like you at first, I won't till I get my head straight. I've done that with so many people. People are always telling me "well, you don't like anyone" meh I guess I don't. Listening to this slow, sad music isn't helping me right now. I'm not depressed, just, I don't know, upset, sad, lonely, whatever. I don't even care for school anymore. I use to get such good grades, loved going to school. I want to get away for a week. I hate seeing my mom get drunk 5 out of 7 nights a week. I hate how I ask troy and his friends not to smoke in the house and they okay i promise and once I turn my back, there they go. WHAT THE HELL. No one listens to me. I hate how all or most of my friends like to do drugs. I don't want to be around that. ONE BIT. But I am. I love my friends, but I really can't stand drug use. I don't even like drinking. I haven't drank in so long because it's useless. Theres not point in drinking, smoking or doing drugs. bah bahhh. I think i'm stopping here before I get myself in trouble.
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EIGHT
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la la la.
Its been a good day so far, I guess.
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This is hard. It's actually incredibly hard.
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The show tonight was AMAZING. SO GOOD. The first band VEDA, blew me away. the singer has such a great voice. www.purevolume.com/veda, check them outtt. then the silence played. Steve, the original singer was kicked out and so they have this new guy. AHAHAHA, HES SO HORRIBLE AT SINGING. I went up to Steve and told him he should be up there. haha and then he said he's going to punch that guy in the face and start singing the songs haha. all of kill radio were stoned. haha. over it is horrible AND THEN CAME ACCEPTANCE. It felt great singing along with them. here are some pics. bare with me though, they're phone pics.
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[18 Feb 2005|01:35pm] |
I'm in a weird mood.
I want people to post their
honest
opinion of me. So if I'm a piece of crap, post it. If I'm a horrible friend, post it. If you love me and want to spend the rest of your life with me(!!!!hahahaha) post it. Do it anonymous or with your user name. Reply if you've been lurking my journal. Anything. I don't care. And have a reason as well too. or if you don't still post it. don't worry about IP addresses.
psssss
my phone is off for...uh ever. Cingular is trying to tell us our bill is $1100 so I'm just shutting mine off.
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15 DAYS!!!!@!$%#^&^*
well, last night I was so tired I couldn't fall asleep. How weird!
AND, it annoys me how someone, who holds such a respected life, settles for someone who disregards all of it. FOR EXAMPLE: Someone who is edge settles for a pretty girl who does drugs. #@%#$^%*%^*^*. Bugs me.
OH, for my birthday, someone should pick me up, and take me to an art museum, then san diego. Cause I like san diego. It's nice :)
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[14 Feb 2005|03:43pm] |
THERES LIKE 16 DAYS LEFT @!$##$%#$%
and I feel like throwing up. Maybe I won't go to school for another week. Oh yeah, I don't think I mentioned this but I didn't go all last week except for one day. Which I also came home early from. hahaha.
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So, at the end of the year[june/july] I'm moving to Vegas/Henderson with my mom and younger sister. My brother gets the house. WTF right? haha...it's deffinately going to be a party house. haha. crazy. I'm actually pretty excited. I'll be so much closer to my older sister and niece. Plus it's nice in Henderson. I really like it there. AND FERRETS AREN'T ILLEGAL@!$@#%#$%. Maybe we'll get a house with a pool and I can go swimming and shit. SWEET.
My younger sister might actually go to bootcamp though. hahahahaha. So maybe it'll be me and my mom? I'll be more spoiled than I am now. haha. whatever. I don't see how we can move without selling our house. our house i think is worth half a million or more. Without that I don't think we'd have money to move to neveda. but what do i know. haha.
LAMB OF GOD IS EFFING TIGHT. <33<3<333333<3x24235346 snow patrol<3<333<33<3<333x24235456
look at that. thats fucking cute as hell. Alex's neighbor has some albino ones. dude...i want a white one. but then i dont want one with red/pink eyes. haha. weird.
public from now on. ima write shit to piss people off.
ps; nickelback is really good. atleast their old cd is. im listening to it. i bought it in eight grade. i r00l.
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[07 Feb 2005|07:14pm] |
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I wonder if i'm just being paraniod or people are actually keeping secrets from me. Ditching me, lieing to me. I dunno. It just doesn't feel right.
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[07 Feb 2005|02:15pm] |
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I'd totally buy a Ferret if they weren't illegal here in california. I'd still buy one if there was someone selling them. Ferrets are tight. Anyone know where I could possibly get one?
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Today I went to Monrovia for some superbowl party. I went with Alyssa. After 30 minutes of being there, we left and went and saw Boogeyman. Shits scary. But the ending is horrible. The ring two looks tight. NEXT MONTH BABY! My birthday is 23 days away. I have no plans yet. maybe a medusa piercing. tightt.♥
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[06 Feb 2005|11:53am] |
I have 49 gmail invites. ahahaha. thats so many.
nothings been up, I've just been pretty pissed off.
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